Friday, May 18, 2012

Back to seek solace

I remember how this blogging episode started and the tremendous relief post the first one...
I am so damn stupid I so so know it now... U know you dont need it but u still got to got to do it... Maybe I do end up cribbin in and out and try to yell out here on this canvas... thats coz I wish no ears around and its so damn embarrassing too.
Hurt beyond repair this bloody life still repairs itself for what to get back to the same shit??? Where and how is the way out? You think you learn from past.. fine you do but why do u have same old issues and same old tears and same crushing words..
All say watch your steps.. what the fuck do I watch? That my steps are leading to fire? or the fact that every move is tainted and hidden daggers surface? Somehow its not sinking in, cant stomach what you see or hear around.. May be you just dont wana accept the fact that its not what you really wanted or hoped for , cant accept the fact that once the polish fades it gonaaa just hurt the eye....
Have absolutely no clue where is this gonaa end... it better be good at the other side of the world coz here it plainly suckss and theres simply no end to it.