So what All am I scared of???

Sudden drop in body temperature or for that matter experiencing sudden chill, sign of being scared, felt this after ages and man is it weakening. Wonder how can I show so much of consistency in my scores dont seem to budge beyond a point how can this be possible?? But yaa thats what the situation is leading me to

Feel of facing the entire lot of well wishers who have beared me along or helped me all this while, or looking into moms eyes someone who works all day long and I do nothing but sit and eat or the biggest critique me myself how would I look into the mirror? This is all so horrific :(

I took this up as an assignment and cant seem to handle this repeated failure.. I call for help serious help..

Rohan

1. Plays with his hair when on the phone
2. Cannot imagine his life without a scale and a pencil
3. Loves Mom ke haath ka Garam Masala
4. Can whistle only love songs
5. Is colorblind.
6. Is a Classical Eg of Patience is the key to virtue.
7. Thinks he is a great cook
8. Has to sing along every song he hears.
9. Loves to light crackers
10. Is a Dictionary devoid of NO.
11. Can study Wherever and Whenever.
12. Cannot Dance without counts.
13. Is humble.
14. Is a Conditional Vegetarian (Bull Shit)
15. Defines Europe as Amsterdam.
16. Wants to Own a Ferrari.
17. Is an Extra Good Friend.
18. Is Good at German.
19. Blinks his eye too much..
20. Gets Hungry at weird timings (lol)
21. Had the best Women Scanner.
22. Gets Tan in no time.
23. Is a good driver and Mechanic
24. Cannot hold Plastic Tea glasses without shivering
25. Is crazy about someone

Ek Duje ke waaste!

jab woh mujhe dekhta hai, toh mujhe lagta hai ki main khubsurat hun.
jab woh hasta hai, toh jee chahta hai naach uthhun.
jab woh ruuth jata hai, toh jee chahta hai ki usse baahon me le lun.

jab pyar karta hai to ankh bhar aati hai.
woh mujhe ehsas dilata hai, ki main uske liye bani hun aur woh mere liye.

Have had this in my dairy since 1997! so love these lines when they take shape.. may be I wana edit them a little...


jab woh mujhe dekhta hai, toh mujhe lagta hai ki main sabse khubsurat hun aur meri khubsurati aur bhi nikar jati hia, kyunki sabh usi ke lie toh bani hai!
jab woh hasta hai, toh jee chahta uski hasi me apni hasi ko mila du aur haste haste naach uthhun anth me peth pakad ke ro du!!
jab woh ruuth jata hai, toh jee chahta hai ki usse aur mai takleef du, itna ki uska naak lal ho jaye aur mai use baahon me le lun aur woh mujhme pigahl jayee.

jab pyar karta hai to waqt tham sa jata hai, sasen tej ho jati hai aur zindagi ko manzil ki umeed !
woh mujhe ehsas dilata hai, ki zindagi me jitne rang hai usse hum aur bhi rangeen bana sakte hai aur usse ji bhar ji sakte hai!!!


Gosh!!!

Hey you.....

Missed you so much..... Look what u have done: made me go insane.
O okk I cut the crap.
I have had so much going on lately that I seem disturbed and thats pretty natural too. Friends ask me to take a break or ask me to stop talkin to self, but somehow I have become my own best friend na not a loner, but alls too jinxed to be explained to any, thats why I explain to self hence my talkin spree. Only hope I dont scare pl around.
My mind is been too occupied for some time now, idle self not possible I guess. Seen explicitly as I am blogging at 1 am and that too from a keypad that takes ages to get correct.
but something good I cd study man ages I did that
I kno this should have been a dairy script but who cares just read personal blogging is long lost.
wil return with something good