So far so Good!!

Had I written this yesterday the composition would have been so optimistic.. just read One second can change so so many things!! This is so damn true!! and the antonym too a lifetime cant change things at times either :(

August as always had been an awaited month and it sure did get in lots of awe... Got us 2 of the most prized assets!! I feel proud of having made such a decision also the fact that now I know where mom and dad and our cute Lil Mansion will dwell!!

It did get me to Fortuity where in first time I admit M scared.. Shit Scared cant believe all that is happening to me!! The bewilderment doesnt seem to ease. its obvious when your brain tries to foresee stuff simply to avoid despondency. It continues to reassure and makes you live in your own fantasy world never letting you wake up and trust me aortic system has for once got nothing to do with the cerebral system. Mai laakh jatan kar haari !!

I would seem like a damsel in distress as always shit man WTF. I had started 2009 to repudiate the melancholy but its slapped me tight every day on.. Wonder what my sins were? Where has my confidence or self succumbed. My quest for my own self seems impossible. What is it that is going haywire?? and why so? I have clearly not done something which was needed!! Oh good lord please guide me!!

SIMPLEXITY

The palaver some blogs boast caught my eye. What is it that makes the reader affixed onto a text?? One's command over the English language is so easily Crypted be it by Grammar Maven's or be it wizards who mug up cue cards must say by the end the job's done well. Having a canvas here signifies variegated means to bloggers and to me- it served to ease my worries whichever petty ways. Aint here to Flaunt, here to Austere!!!