10 Euros!

The number 10 and the year 10!!
I never had a resolution of Living life Queen Size but it did happen in the year 2010. I cant be unfair to 2009, but honestly U sucked dude!
If I were to rewind, the year was actually a very good one, not only did I move forward professionally but also personally. My tear buds were on vacation may be much needed. :P. Gone are my days of 500 word blogs showing how eased up life has become. Only regret this year being my travel, It didn't happen much infact almost nill.
My highlight would have been the Skoda that I bought oh good lord after all the struggle with the Swift guys and the zilion test drives and not to mention the loan struggle and yaa the nostalgia or writing a 1.25 L cheque :P, but something came close to stealing its show...The 10 euros :P Life did make me feel the cloud nine temperature!!
Happiness doesn't always come in small packages and mine came packed in the most elegant classy box an entire Cluster of stars! Some deeds are beyond description and they alwaz leave a breathtaking moment! The way my heart was pounding reading every word and the silent blushes Awwwww!!! Blessed am I for being so loved and cared.
Sneaking out at Nights and drunk Sneha :P the Job hunt and screw ups, the Shoe Fetish :P, Bharat Matrimony :P and Ladka dekoing scenes LOl, the Chicken Pox, the getting over someone finally, The Food spree that too sizzlers and Wine fests and not to mention the much wanted weight gain also the unwanted tummy,The BIG 25, The All alone Parsi point and the departures. The irritating Job, The All smiles days the 5 yearly plans and the getting wooed :P my list is not gona stop.
Wish I had done a lot lot more and kept people closer :P. Life surely is a Roller coaster and nope m not at the peak yet.

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Soon gona come up with a Wishlist and gona hand it over to someone to strike off.

Firstly Mom dad I wana spend time with them and give them smiles :P
Also this year is gona be a crucial one in all aspects and leads the key to my future in literal sense so so
BRING IT ON :))))))))))

Brain Usage:96 % despite All I want to do is nothing

My blogs have a similar sense or tone and may be mundane.. they sound redundant times... not my fault though as my neurons are always active and are tooo entangled to be freed and they decipher signals more than the times needed. Man I have become so damn lethargic that even framing this one is becoming a huge task. All I want to do is nothing!!

Lazy sunday mornings in front of a television that too a cookery show and imagine shedding tears on seeing the damn contestants happy about family reunion!! Is this me?? Soon enuf I am gona be a mockery!!

Taking a bath directly in the eve gosh I used to create suachaa havoc about the same and I don preach anymore tht seems better. In the eve try all means of not having to go out or else just go n let loose.. Pretty evident from the fact that my car being a month old has been out for barely 500 kms and out of which i just contribute to 100. Lazy Bum thats all now.. I so so so wana do nothing!!

It all started when!!

It all started when:

I was 3 n half.

I made a New pal with a gal who entered std 5th Class.

I needed a new vedio game cassette.

I was approached for yester years 10 std Q paper.

I was at the footpath awaiting my bus for board exams

I started travelling by PMT.

I got a request on Orkut.

I picked up a verbal fight over an situational Outing Plan over budget or price first.

I went to Nasik!!

Never knew these moments would be treasured so much!!

Big Bosses!!!

@R$e on fire.. literal sense of it??? Yep its possible when your 3 weeks down a sales month and are at 0% of your targets. What follows need not be explicit.

Well you happen to be lost for one whole week at work and sales aint gona happen in your substandard self . Waking up when you have alarm bells ringing in from all direction doesnt seem like a good Wake up alarm :P

Imagining Takeovers wherein someone's baby is just being put up for sale !! But what happens to the overall brand ?? They do face away like any n everything??

If Maggi 2 minute noodles were to be banned in India!

Ever thought about men living in a world devoid of Maggi?? The omnipresent palatable item which steers its way through Breafasts-Lunchs'-Dinners. The first time I had it I almost blew up and same day dad got in more of it as he wanted to try it even now?? Every second guy whom I meet emphasizes on his Mid night Snack which he can prepare on his own- SCORE!! Random thoughts of what a market share Nestle holds in this segment!! The entry in 1982 the change in positioning from the house lady to kids in 90's... the transition into healthy food and brand extension into lateral segments... No matter the Business the Brand Recognition is immense and thanks to the Men for such a perception

So far so Good!!

Had I written this yesterday the composition would have been so optimistic.. just read One second can change so so many things!! This is so damn true!! and the antonym too a lifetime cant change things at times either :(

August as always had been an awaited month and it sure did get in lots of awe... Got us 2 of the most prized assets!! I feel proud of having made such a decision also the fact that now I know where mom and dad and our cute Lil Mansion will dwell!!

It did get me to Fortuity where in first time I admit M scared.. Shit Scared cant believe all that is happening to me!! The bewilderment doesnt seem to ease. its obvious when your brain tries to foresee stuff simply to avoid despondency. It continues to reassure and makes you live in your own fantasy world never letting you wake up and trust me aortic system has for once got nothing to do with the cerebral system. Mai laakh jatan kar haari !!

I would seem like a damsel in distress as always shit man WTF. I had started 2009 to repudiate the melancholy but its slapped me tight every day on.. Wonder what my sins were? Where has my confidence or self succumbed. My quest for my own self seems impossible. What is it that is going haywire?? and why so? I have clearly not done something which was needed!! Oh good lord please guide me!!

SIMPLEXITY

The palaver some blogs boast caught my eye. What is it that makes the reader affixed onto a text?? One's command over the English language is so easily Crypted be it by Grammar Maven's or be it wizards who mug up cue cards must say by the end the job's done well. Having a canvas here signifies variegated means to bloggers and to me- it served to ease my worries whichever petty ways. Aint here to Flaunt, here to Austere!!!

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Yeh yeh I know I have been busy and missing... had thought of saying hello but didnt. Man what a roller coaster life is... weird weird stuff... New friends new acquaintances and stuff related.. Never thought of as usual but yaaa experience of lifetime... Finally my gaga and my melodramatic out bursts are done with.. U know its like I have just lost a limb thats how integrated it was.

newazz I feel like laughing when I sit back and think abt the past 2 years of my life, what I mean what am I upto... none make sense. . Dont get it how does my brain still permits me to get involved or may be hold interest in stuff... Amusing...

Bet its gona be better than any comedy u have seen or read. But yeh their's so much of uncertainty over any and everything and somehow testing me again.. Trying to resurrect my thoughts and activities now that I am turning a Quarter of Century, Just want answers and hope they are pleasant.

When you turn 25!!

Hey when you getting married?? This is the 100th time I need to answer this question. Why cant people mind there own businesses, its me who has to get married rite.. Dhhhh but you are turning old , ur 25 obvious people will poke there noses also the fact that not only gals, Guys of your age are also getting into wedlock. I will announce it you dont need to enquire is all that I have for defence.

They say everything has a right time so does marriage and it is now.. but aint it an individual affair to be think what is the right time for it to happen to his/ her life? Just because your biological clock is ticking or just cause dad's getting retired or that you would loose all your glow when you are 25 is to be the concern.

It so weird to talk about horoscopes/ castes/ age difference of 5+ and all the stuff you actually have absolutely no faith in. Sitting in front of a Havan n priests chanting mantras.. gosh yaaa its all so so so creepy also to say u got no faith in a puja and then bow in front of lord?

Answer questions about how tall are ya? do you cook ? do you drink etc?? Ridiculous it may sound but how else do you know a person in like a month and take up a call?? The dilemma is too severe to be decoded even.

The Stadium Experience!!!

Semis of IPL shifted last min to Mumbai....

Weekly off shifted to Wednesday from Thursday and there comes a call: Me getting tickets for Mumbai-Bangalore you have an off so lets go. Ok calls and calls ok done lets go.

Call 2: Can you check for tickets online??

Ok pretty decent seats done...

Left for stadium to find chaos and chaos lots of it. One parking corner to other, one gate to another and Kms long line and a SEA of people. To top it rite from security to Police no one knows a shit as to whats happening. One counters opened and shuts after 2 hrs.. next one open again closes.. Finally no option but to let all in without redeemed tickets..

Got into rebel mode and fought with security and fortunately amongst first few animals to get into the stands.. Pluss guys thank the Helicopter celebrities for shortening their lines..

Once in the stands we got to choose the seats and trust me the best ever ones :P

Our initial frustration was smoothened by the first glimpses of the superstars of the evening and surprisingly we could see every minute details and see Sachin and Kumble and Dravid and Bhajji ..

Play started and wow just too amazing to watch, Oh how could I forget the deafening noises for 5 hours surely deafened by the end. But was it amazing to dance and Jump out on every boundary and the biggies. (The Cheerleaders were also rite there shaking their legs) The stadium all digitalized and the marketing around and the entire Royal blue color and all the Gallis and profanity hitting the highest TRP's and not to forget the cricket in itself..

An experience way too memorable, if only I could manage to go for Finals :)

Emotions.............

I dont know what is it thats caused this sudden unease.. One Glimpse and so much can happen or is it nothing?? Sadness or??

Alls become bizarre..

Oh for once I Miss my past... Feels like I left so many things behind but why so??

I guess Question Marks wouldn't end.

Thought many a times why am I a Pessimist , why dont I reco anything good that happened. Why do I reco being hurt instead of being loved, being Yelled upon instead of being spoken into the ears, being called names and stupid comparisons instead of all the Pet names and so on..

Just when you realize an episode is over.... I really need to rethink is it really over??

Yaaa Obvious. One Instance one day doesn't lead to erase all that has happened till date..

Time and tide may be doesnt wait for any..

Smile thats the least I can do coz tears have bidden farewell..

Wonder how would I react if I saw something further.. Still cant bear it.

M I so complicated??

I LIKE:

1. Honesty: Do it only if you can accept it.
2. Music: My type dont bother to make me listen to rest.
3. Travel & nature:
4. Internet.
5. Dancing: Been my earliest of interests and still continues.
6. Photographs & memories associated.
7. Text Msging: All hate it I know
8. Shopping.
9. Earrings & Pearls: My prized possessions.. Footwear my new fetish.
10. Skoda Octavia: Black or a Navy Blue or a Bottle green.
11. SRK....
12. Reading on and off.
13. Being loved: Who doesnt.
14. Being Complimented .
15. Tandoori Chicken, Pani puri, spegetti etc
16. Budweiser & Screwdriver.
17. Dark Chocolates.
18. Black & Green: though Red suits me better.
19. Branding: Turns virtual to real.
20. Walking on the ramp: Never thought would get to do this that tooo so many times now.
21. My mom's food.
22. Rains & smell of wet mud.
23. My School Days.
24. Hot Water Baths.
25. Knowing Fundamentals : Try to gather info about the smallest to the complicated
26. Playing T T.
27. Riding my bike at my pace
28. Laughing my lungs out on stupid stuff.
29. My diamond ring.
30. My space.

I dislike:

I am self contradictory.

1. Lies Deception & False emotions.
2. Screeching Noises.
3. Nagging.
4. Being proven wrong.
5. Whiskey
6. Introverts.
7. Prejudice.
8. Accepting the fact that I am average....
9. My jealousy and emotional outbreaks. Emotional Atyachar
10. Karela, Gawar, papaya.. too many.
11. To see my bank statements.
12. Not been updated about the world.
13. List of people I hate.
14. Having no money to shop.
15. Anger.

Too many Options?? Is it??

Options that too many??? like which one..

Are.. The A one:

I acted like a fool... the worst ever. Couldnt even get the doc in hand...

OK but what abt B?? The one which you worked on for 3 nits at stretch???

Gave my best ya.. but it aint enuf...

OK ok the C option?? your Dream...

Well its a DREAM... knew it would be :(

Ok ok the D one??

Yaa man going soon for it I supp

Ok and did you follow up on the new one? did you follow up on any???

Is it of any use??

May be it still aint time...

Trust me MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP

Somewhere I belong..

Care to seek the depth behind any and everything??

Care to spot the darkness beyond every light??

Care to close your eyes and try to follow the black dots around??

Care to see the breathing of a dog in his sleep??

Care to see the dew drops settled on the spiders web??

Care to think what goes on in the brain of a Six month old baby??

Care to seek what the fish school does to have a bath??

Care to think how a Polar Bear/Wolf/ Hyena/Hippo eat up their own offspring??

Care to think why is nature so colorful but we yet so pale??

Care to think beyond I anytime???

Madness in the Air!!!

So wanted write this in the last week!! Would have written it better....

Day begins at quarter to 12!!! What plans: Sneak out of the House once MOM DAD sleep... Next: hide from the watchman and get outta the gate...

Where to: No idea!!! whats the agenda: Irritate the hell outta each other(Well my agenda) also get a LITTLE HIGH!!!

Gosh end being totally sloshed!! and convince the watchman and sneak in again without giving details!! God for once dogs didnt scare me!

Day 2: Oh gosh worst ever day!! Yaa man will get up we will go!! SWG and what not!! By the end MAC D burger doesnt seem that bad idea!! LOL

Day 3: Old story retold!!! Naahh you bet to have additions!!!! Overflow of thoughts and emotions!! Liquor obv!! and yaa Pune Darshan!!

Sum it up: Madness sheer madness!!

Unforgettable Cheers to life!!!

When will I learn!!!

Havent I had enuf?? Havent i seen enuf.. havent I?? Why am I such an emotional fool!!! Bi faceted .. Hypocrites.....!!! When do people actually mean what they say or preach???

2009

Done n Dealt with!! Can i say that?? yaa well almost!! Its a year now!!!So many Ups n downs!!! Being on roads for half of the time!!!Will alwaz remember this year thou!! Did a lot i mean a lot which I havent till date..
Traveled to
Kerala
Goa * 2
Nasik *2
Malzhez
Kamshet *2
Lonavla everyweek in month of June-July.
Mahabaleshwar*2
Bandra
How can I forget me Driving at Tamini
Alibaug.. Nagao..
n yaaa new yrs: Harnia Dapoli!! amazing moonlit nite on the beach

But yaa In the end: NO regrets!! Learnt to live life!!
2010 eagerly wish is nice n professorially I move ahead :)

PS: Its one year!!