Happiness doesnt alwaz need to be complicated!!!

My hormones or I don what are these!!! I haven been changing my status msgs this frequently ever..have emoted happiness!!!! Obviously been asked why?? N I reply: Coz of an online game and just been tooo happy with its progress of mine!! Think of it been stupid, but I so so value it!! It got me my smiles!!! n they are still surfacing!! Who says u cant get people smiling also who needs complicated reasons for the same??? :)))

I am the Happiest of the Lot!!!

Met my friend yst, he made me think "I truly am happiest of the lot".
He narrated an incident of his attending a workshop wherein some 200 odd people had come. He said looking at their problems mine are so so nothing. I surely am the happiest!!
I asked him what were their problems?he replied
I met this group of Nepalese who had finally managed to run away from a sex racket!! I met so many people duped into Flesh Trade!! Brothers selling off their sisters!!! N what not!!!
He said one of my acquaintances met with an accident n she lost her leg in it!! She managed to call me and say take care of your Swine Flu!! I am ok I can manage!!! HUMANITY
I try to reco.. I meet so many students whose parents annual income is not even close to what we earn in a month!! I meet kids of Drivers, Rickshaw wala's, Farmers and I feel so so touched by seeing their attempts to make their kids study at Master levels!!. I see my maid with swollen face beaten up by her drunkard husband, giving her husbands reference for a Job to my dad!! I see the adversity of my family friend who got married in her late 30's just to find herself as a widow within 4 yrs of marriage with 2 kids... I see the life of a single mom trying to work day in an out and yet find her thrown on streets by her landlord coz of house rent due and see her grown up son yelling at her for not doing so and leaving her in anguish!! I see people losing their huts in the road expansion crying at the sight of the fallen debris of once upon a time their Mansion!! I see people fighting against cancer asking for financial aids for impossible treatments of their kins despite knowing theirs a miracle they are awaiting!! the list wouldn't end
Its amazing to see these people fight back!! Life sure has so so many masks n ugly faces and u have hardly faced any n still u crib so so much?? If people get back on their feet post all this, try to digest the trauma n try to live what keeps them Ticking?? HOPE!! HOPE that the sun will rise and embrace them with light and all would be pleasant and at ease soon!!
I aint writing this to preach or even to evoke sentiments or any.. Just wanted to do so to appreciate life better also to realize my faith in life!! and to appreciate the beauty of LIFE!!!

I aint an Author!!!

I think almost every week what do I write about?? now wht do I write about!! Then I feel wht boring stuff ya!! no topic to write either!! Life has just gotten even more topsy turvy!! My status reads CROSSROADS!!! I see myself at a square n all the options r displeasing!! all's obviously been scripted by me! I so hate all now but cant run away need to face it all naa!!!
My activities is something I wanted to write about!! was reading about alcohol withdrawal symptoms and I read it states more than 4 drinks a week is bad intake!! N I tried to refresh abt mine!! it wd run upto wht like 7 easily?? need to keep a tab!!
Have been involved in somethng which wd never make sense to any!! It doesn evn to me!!! Just in a position where I just don wana think n decide!! not ready to let go or compromise!!! not ready to keep anyone out not ready to keep anyone in!! I am faced with questions "Swap Whtz all this" then?? n how do I ans yaa!! coz I just don kno it myself!! I don know how did life become all this huge confusion!! I sometimes reco ya at the age of 24 I had dreamt I wd be at such ease n all was supp to have settled down!! But the more I try to decipher the more complex it gets!!! I just am heading no where ya!! Kno tht I m just tagging along a lot!!
Its so weird naa that ppl crave for love all over n me keeps pushing it off!! have had enuf of it types but selfish me keeps askin for more in a subtle way!! I really m so messed up n don kno how does all get so complicated over n over again!! Weird year this one has been!! never been so complex till date!! n have abs no idea wher its all heading too!! Just lost track of my wishes too coz none seem to be making sense any which ways!! I just don wana talk now n define any more relations!! I just want peace!! don know how!!!

My Last Gift for my 24th Birthday!!!!

I got a Courier on 21st Aug 09.. Well ya was much awaited!!! Mom gave it to me n i opened it!!! It read:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWAPNA :)
HOPE YOU LIKE IT

-- SRK :p

I just couldnt contain my excitement.. Had to call up my Cellular network guys to get my ISD activated for half hour..
I simply loved it..

15 August 09 Amazingly weird but truly memorable. :) :) big smiles ..Thanks to all

Had a dairy of mine long back, and remember me scribbling about my Bday... Read it now n laugh. My 15th birthday n how I was crying... about how sick everything is... Now wonder 9 yrs have passed and I still celebrate and look forward to my bday like ever. now that it has happened 24 times i shouldn be.. infact I am growing way too old... The day was just tooo normal like every year.. My frnds called it a ritual of every year where they come down to eat South Indian food to ma place. I remember a year when 15 ppl had dropped in to celebrate my special day.. N since then year the no of ppl have just gone reducing...(wonder why this props up everytime I end up writing)
I got up n as I knew I got mom n dads gift.. GOLD n lots of it.. I didn like it as usual n cribbed abt the same.. Mom got pissed, finally had to wear it for her sake(wore the earring for 4 days at stretch accolades..) I got dressed wore a nice skirt n mom pingd in again "Its looking bad change it" n rest.. Man i was pissed.. Then ppl who were to turn up didn n I wasn even concerned, was over the Phone itself for long..In short I was just too irritated... Then sandy finally said let me cheer u up n he gave me his gift a Dress.. I saw it n i said u got me Curtains(Linen)?? Situation was just heading to... Then my frnds came in n they gave me their gift.. I saw the box n said FASTRACK??? I so knew before opening it will be a disaster(not coz they got it ok.. watches dont fit me well as i have a very small wrist all end up looking way too big) I wore it n i was like how do i wear this.. CHANGE!!!!!
Next I left to pick Ritu up n I pushed my friend out of Driver's seat n got me on the steering. Poor guys had to bear my temper.. I drove well(30kms/hr being the speed LOL)The drive did cheer me up n I was way too hungry by then .. had a great lunch n was lousing around all afternoon at home. It was evening n I had plans of dinner.. Idiot Rohan left saying I'l be back in a hour... that is 6.30.. Mayur said sorry M HOUSE ARRESTED,. Ritzy me n Sandy wouldn ever forget the time which followed.. I just kept getting Msgs.. sorry bike Puncture 15 mins delay.. So sorry Swap got to go for a Puja.. 30 mins delay.. M sorry M stuck.. 15 mins... Kisi aur ka car hai kya??? N m coming plzzz don kill me M coming...
3 of us just did Nothng n Nothng n Nothng n more Nothng.. no idea which mood or depressant we had consumed... We had no head or tail to our discusions.. Opps I dont think we had any discussions... Lol..Amazingly weird we survived !!!! We were just way tooo bugged n all wanted to leave n grab a drink.. N yaaa Dry day!!!! Finally Our Driver arrived!!! just about 2 hrs15 mins late.. I hit him so bad....
We were all looking for wine shops... n wht not like all major Drunkards... We stopped at a Juice bar thinking it was a sidy bar lol!!!! Finally who says Dry Days Exist??? We had our Stock n we were heading for.... well where were we heading???
I had called Ashu at Hinjewadi.. poor chap got stuck in between our stupidity.. I made him sit in our small car b that too in the back seat n the middle!!! :) We went down to some village nearby n landed up at an open area where the only people alive were V all. Cut my cake which had a cracker candle... Amidst no where.. no city lights.. no loud traffic noises.. no oh my life,.. Happy Birthday to me...This was a treasurable moment...
We drank our beer n had a fun time.. I had a deadline to reach bak home n we left.. Enroute we take a different lane.. N we at our Bridge.. The car Halted n I stepped out!!! Was staring at the water beneath n I was called Swap I turned n I could see Gifts wrapped in all the possible colours.. Man was I zapped n it started 1..2..3.. 4....13....... 15..18... 22!!!! I had 3 huge Goodie bags!!! N yaa cake n watch so thats 24!!!!! My mouth was wide open.. Couldn believe what had just happened...
I turned 24!!!!!

Snehaa

I always knew I had to have a blog with her special mention.. Can be a testimonial for her too...
Miss SNEHAPREETI GOPINATH.
all who know me would know her as my Beshtestfriend!!!!
My birthday n all i can remember Sneha n her love for my cake..she knew chocolate cake from bakers hut will be rite there.... She used to hang around with me the entire day (nothng new all lukkha days). Dress up like its her birthday more than mine(PS my clothes too again nothng new). Pose with my flowers... n wht not...
Years have passed since we first saw each other as teenagers in school uniforms with two plats :). We used to take the same school bus.. n how we used to walk daily all the way to the bus stop one behind the other and never talk... Finally Sne decided to break the ice.. came down to talk.. Little did she or I kno wht was slotted for us later.... It was the yr 2000. We went for Marathi tutions and how she used to study and ask me to study for our boards...One afternoon she said Swap heights u should study tu kuch nahi kar rahi hai.. marks kam aayenge TV baadme dekh sakti hai... u like my mom is what I told her.. but trust me my 10 marks owe it to her..
Almost a Decade by now!! n it still feels like yesterday!! All our cute little things!! The way we alwaz digged each other wardrobes or else envied each others stuff and also STEAL the ones we liked!! Only to inform like a year later I have this top of urs which by any ways u don remember about so its mine now!! N yaaa to follow go and steal it rite back even if u don ever wana wear it again!!We didn mind stealing someone's bag too. Man I think the only time we have ever been so girly ever. We have went Gaga about so many things of ours nothing remains known to be written about types.
May be the whole thing about growing up and u have ur best buddy is something which is so unique in itself thts why it becomes so Invaluable!! We always consoled each other be it things which we scarcely faced and which by the way were so so stupid like our colony politics and how it was such a huge huge thing now those issues seem so petty, Barely had we ever thought of a time when we wont be around, untill we both had our paths!! I moved out colony!! n then she movin outta country!! Its been one hella of a time together and its just beyond words!! We aint the friends who u kno can be labeled as seen together alwaz doing same stuff falling for the same guys etc!! We both alwaz were n would alwaz be 2 different people with different choices n preferences!! It hardly triggered any tiffs between us though, we alwaz liked the differences as we did hav 2 different opinions on all issues.
Having someone like her is alwaz been such a relief factor coz u kno u would always have a partner in crime(now that i think about there are so so many to quote). Also in serious notes the fact that no matter who all walk in and exit, someone is stagnant and to have that someone like her is truly a blessing!!! Would always treasure our times more than any other coz they simply worth it!!!

Travel Tickets booking Agent!!

Date: 4/08/2009
Day: Tuesday
Time: 8am-1.pm
Net banking... & how things change....

Tring Tring 1:
Sachu: Hey listen can we try booking flight tickets to kerala...
Re: Hmm ok lessee.. Pune Coimbatore??
Sachu: OK

MakeMyTrip.com .. searching... pls wait..... Pune Coimbatore: Rs.6500
Re:Good lord i cant afford.. ok next Mumbai Coimbatore Rs.4500. Re: 'Gone mad or wht'...
Listen not poss .. I don have cash..
Chapter Flight closed(1st attempt).

Tring Tring 2:
Sachu: Listen Mama says Mumbai- Calicut Rs.2300?? wht say??
Re: Calicut?? Kozhikode?? aint it far??
Sachu: Yaaa i told him da samee...
Chapter Flight closed(2nd attempt)

Dad i asked ticket fare n Calicut is cheaper than Coimbatore..
Re: Ask Valecha he knows its better

Tring Tring 3:
Hello Valecha I needed some help.. Flight Tickets to Kerala which ones Cheap Kozhikode/ Coimbatore
Re: Where do u wana go n when??
I needed to go Oct and to Palakkad.
Valecha: Ya kozhikode is cheap but then its a Taxi drive of 4 hrs from ther..
Great , lemme see...

MakeMyTrip.com .. searching... pls wait..... ok Mumbai- Calicut Rs.2300/ and return Rs 2500.. sounds good..

Dad wht to do.. Ok book 3 tickets 22 Oct and 4 return 24 Oct. Total: 16790 something...
Dad i don have that much cash.. OK all permutations and combinations... ok ok talk to sachu..

Tring Tring 4:
Sachu Flight all info--------------- ok now Wht say???
Re: Done..

Text Msg:
To X: Me goes to Kerala in OCT...
Re: What wen?
Text Msg:
To X: OCT 22-24...
Re: Are i just said I can make it and we can plan our Road Trip????
Text Msg:
To X: But didn u say not poss, thats why I palnned... Shittt kyaa hai yeh?
Re: Read ur Msg.. I said its poss for me 20-24th Oct.
Text Msg:
To X: U put me in Trouble.. I just Finalized all. Dad's gona be ad N poor sachu fir se alone.. Kya kare? how do we send her alone?
Re: Best ask her to also Join us Road Trip :P

Text Msg:
To Sandy: Big Trb help.... n thts wht??
Re: U have lost it.

Text Msg:
To X: Let me cook somethng??
Re: Great mind at work!!!!
Chapter SMS's closed.

Tring Tring 5:
Mr Y, is it poss for u to take offs? Oct 20-24.
Re: Sure..
Mr Y : Ok m in mess.. our PLans On.. Yehhh Roadtrip!!!

Mom.. do somethng Sandy just said it aint poss for him to take off(Big Lie 1) also I cant take offs asked Boss(Big Lie 2) n wht do we do about sachu??
Re: Valemas Ticket needs to be booked...
Devils mind perfect ans......... Strike!!!!
Mom Sachu n valema can go together n she can come bak with dad..

Tring Tring 6:
Sachu.... Blah.. Blahhh
Re: Ok

Tring Tring 7:
Dad ... Blah.. Blahhh
Re: Ok. But then dont book flights.. Book her in the same Train as me..

Chapet Flight (Finally) closed.

Indian Railways reservation..

Tring Tring 8:
Me: Give me login id and password for Railways internet booking Mr X
Re: ---------------------, --------------------
Me: Thanks.. But wht do you do with all this?
Re: Do----------------, --------------, ------------, -------------------
Me: Wait too confusing....
Re: Chill---------------------,-------------------------,-------------------
me: Byeee...

Ticket 1:
24/10/2009 PGT- Pune AC 3 Rs:1522
Go to ICICI NET Banking.. User Id.. Password..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Done..

Text Msg:
to Sachu: Done 24/10/2009 PGT- Pune AC 3 Rs:1522. Please book urs n valemas going ticket and also Vaalemas ticket on 27th with Mum to come bak.
Re: ok

Tring Tring 9:
Yes Dad tell me..
Re: u got sachus tickets? U saw sleeper available?
Me: Yaa
Dad: Book 2 and keep Just in case for me n her.

Gtalk:
Me to Sachu: Dads asked me to book your both sleeper class tickets..
10 mins.........................................
Sachu: But they not available....
Me: M on booking page.. I can see 233 available..
Sachu: No not there.. Not ther
Me: LINk..................................
Sachu: Opps sorry book kar!!!

Ticket 2 & 3:
24/10/2009 PGT- Pune Class: Sleeper Rs:811
Go to ICICI NET Banking.. User Id.. Password..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Done..

Gtalk:
Me to Sachu: Tickets for coming back don :)
Sachu: OK.. M booking for Valemaa.. Her name's --------- ----------- na???
Me: LOL perfect person to ask...
15 mins............................
Sachu: M going mad Now Valemas says she aint coming...
Me: Why??
Sachu: Tickets expensive...

Tring Tring10:
Me: Mom Valemas gone mad.. all u guys have gone mad.... She says she aint coming....
Mom: why?? OK fine book.. I will look forward...
(Mom calls sachu to telll same)

Sachu::Swap... Please book Valemas Ticket.. I cant do it....
Me: ???

Ticket 5:
27/10/2009 Trishur - Pune Class: Sleeper Rs:400
Go to ICICI NET Banking.. User Id.. Password..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Done..

Gtalk:
Me to Sachu: Done.. Sabh pagal ho gaye....
Sachu: Yup totally...

Text Msg: Beep Beep:
Sandy: Why did you do this??
Re: All have gone mad.
Sandy: U top the List!!! Did u have any need to give Flight options???
Chapter Kerala Railway Tickets closed.

Tring Traing 12:
Sujit : Swap wht about my tickets to Hyd??
Me: M I A TRAVEL AGENT??
Suji: ??????
Me: i DON KNO M DONE BOOKING..

11.20 pm...
Kya kare?? kya kare?? Sujit.. OK FINE

Indian Railways: Railways Tickets Chapter opens..

Ticket 6:
07/09/2009 Hyd- Pune Rs:675
Go to ICICI NET Banking.. User Id.. Password..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Done..

Ticket 7:
04/09/2009 Kalyan- Pune Rs:299
Go to ICICI NET Banking.. User Id.. Password..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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10 mins...
Refresh...
amount Rs 299 Dr to Indian Railways..
Error in transaction....
Shhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttt............... HHHHHHeeeeeellllllllllooooooooowwwwww...
Wheres the E Ticket?? Whers the booking??????
Did I Just loose Rs. 300???
(None of the tickets being mine....)