2009

Done n Dealt with!! Can i say that?? yaa well almost!! Its a year now!!!So many Ups n downs!!! Being on roads for half of the time!!!Will alwaz remember this year thou!! Did a lot i mean a lot which I havent till date..
Traveled to
Kerala
Goa * 2
Nasik *2
Malzhez
Kamshet *2
Lonavla everyweek in month of June-July.
Mahabaleshwar*2
Bandra
How can I forget me Driving at Tamini
Alibaug.. Nagao..
n yaaa new yrs: Harnia Dapoli!! amazing moonlit nite on the beach

But yaa In the end: NO regrets!! Learnt to live life!!
2010 eagerly wish is nice n professorially I move ahead :)

PS: Its one year!!

Love Sex and Dhokaaa

Oh I love this heading!!!!
Wondering how this is surfacing here??? Oh plzzz everyone knows about all n still keeps numb!!! Pyaar Vyaar n how your world spins!!! I dont just mean the hangover :P..... You can seee red hearts n lots of them.... birds flying.. stars twinkling and obv the moon in its glory... all so green and nice nice the best feeling ever..
How stupid can this entire thing make you na!! u behave like some stranger whom you cant digest...
Wait till you start getting cozy(U know what i mean) and gossip all around about the big secret...
And not to mention those drunk nit outs with the entire gang... and the so many discoveries to follow the next day.. LOL... the dhokaa phase begins
Big break ups and the emotional atyachar and the depression.. Cant you just get over with it and act as matured individuals? Weird pleasures people derive in giving pain...
Open your eyes to reality people. But yaaa by the end of the day these are the spices without which life would be oh so bland..

Long time no see!!

Been a while since I wrote something!!! Got no new things!!!
Life's on!! small adventures daily!! Just got a set of 12 500 rupee notes which were fake!! Met an old frnd who's getting married in a week!!
N also CHA CHA 1-2 3-CHA CHA 1-2 3- is on!! Oh its so so much fun!! Finally something interesting!! N yaaa obv books!! I wonder why i kept them away so much!!! Good yaa!! some progress!!! its almost a year!!!

GO GOA BABY!!!

Donno if words can do justice to our time.. Dont even feel like writing about it!! But on popular demand here it goes...
Roadtrip Highlights...
12th Nite 2 am:
Banged the car!!!!!

Dad: Dont use the car for ten days not even for emergencies!! I wana get the insurance claim!!

Tring tring:
I got a place should we do the booking??
Re: Great...
Effect : SBI line for 4 hrs!!! man bad idea to go to a bank on Dhanteras!!! Poor chap!!

Car system negotiation!!! OK done 8500 entire thing...
But dhh!! wont dad know we took it out to fit the new system!! OK so we get it done and undo it once we are back!!!

We have gone insane!!! THE RISKS:
a) No one knows we are going for a 3 day n nite trip..
b) We are going to take our car despite repeated warnings..
c) Friends family should not have a clue..
d) Car system needs to be kept safe also the plank in the back door needs to be hidden..


22nd 4.15 am...
Did Rohan call u??
Nopes!!
Neither me!!!
SHIIIT!!!! 4th partner in crime is missing and he is sleeping!!!
What a start!!!!!!!!!!!

5.30am leaving the city!!! Go Goaa...
Day 1.. on the road the speedway!! the awesome highways and the speeding... Maharashtra!! Karnataka!! Maharashtra and GOA....510+kms
Reached and left for the Beach!! Baga!!! and the shopping for shorts!!
Nite at Flying Dolphin One high!!! 2nd high!! 3 almost high!! 4th taming the Animals!!!!
Day end 2 am

6.00 am 23rd
Early start??? no no 3 hrs to get ready!! Sounds insane
Activity: Guys fashion show!! Min 3 rounds of T shirts to match new shorts!!
Head start: 9.30 am Karnataka: Karwar: Jog Falls
Entry Karnataka!! Entry fee!! Red Tapism!!!
Karwar!! Breath taking!! Awesome road along the coastline!! Also the deserted Rabindranath Tagaore Beach!!!!
On and on and on Jog Falls!! n what the road doesn't seem to end..
5.30pm Jog falls!! Finally!! Kms 1011
Elaborate Discussions on waterfall impact on rocks, types of metals n alloys used in suspension bridges... Tomato, onion, Garlic origins!!!
No comments!!!
Alone on the road for 5 kms radius!!! n gala vocal chord straining session!!
Back to Goa!! SO wana be back to Goa!! Goa entry!! next beer shoppe!!!
Baga 1 am and beer!!!
Day end naah naah!! on the way back more Beer!! Inside hotel 6.am and still drinking!!

8.am 24th
Alarm and repeat 3 hrs getting ready!!
Destination Goa!! Aguda fort!! much awaited!! Awesome pics...
Baga Shopping!!
Calangute... Parasailing!!!
Shit the days going to end!!! naaaaahhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..
One last Beach!!!
Arambol!!!! serenity and beauty at its peak!!!
Sealed with a kiss ending!!!!

7.30pm Goa Checkpost!!!
Mamu: 100 Rs
U wana wait!!! naaaaaaaaaaaaa
zoom zoooooooooooommmmmmmmmm.... and gone!!!
Amboli at 10.pm!! people in sweaters.. Head caps!!! n we !!! Shivering!!!!
Search for a Petrol Pump!! Sandy!! sandy!!!
Run!!! Run!!!! I Opened a Fridge and took out a Pepsi can!! Run before they find out!!!
zzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzz
1650 Kms.. and back to Pune....

Naah not the end!!! The system and car needs to be fixed!!
Drivers home to take the car to pick up dad!!!
Shiiittt he is 2 hours early!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happiness doesnt alwaz need to be complicated!!!

My hormones or I don what are these!!! I haven been changing my status msgs this frequently ever..have emoted happiness!!!! Obviously been asked why?? N I reply: Coz of an online game and just been tooo happy with its progress of mine!! Think of it been stupid, but I so so value it!! It got me my smiles!!! n they are still surfacing!! Who says u cant get people smiling also who needs complicated reasons for the same??? :)))

I am the Happiest of the Lot!!!

Met my friend yst, he made me think "I truly am happiest of the lot".
He narrated an incident of his attending a workshop wherein some 200 odd people had come. He said looking at their problems mine are so so nothing. I surely am the happiest!!
I asked him what were their problems?he replied
I met this group of Nepalese who had finally managed to run away from a sex racket!! I met so many people duped into Flesh Trade!! Brothers selling off their sisters!!! N what not!!!
He said one of my acquaintances met with an accident n she lost her leg in it!! She managed to call me and say take care of your Swine Flu!! I am ok I can manage!!! HUMANITY
I try to reco.. I meet so many students whose parents annual income is not even close to what we earn in a month!! I meet kids of Drivers, Rickshaw wala's, Farmers and I feel so so touched by seeing their attempts to make their kids study at Master levels!!. I see my maid with swollen face beaten up by her drunkard husband, giving her husbands reference for a Job to my dad!! I see the adversity of my family friend who got married in her late 30's just to find herself as a widow within 4 yrs of marriage with 2 kids... I see the life of a single mom trying to work day in an out and yet find her thrown on streets by her landlord coz of house rent due and see her grown up son yelling at her for not doing so and leaving her in anguish!! I see people losing their huts in the road expansion crying at the sight of the fallen debris of once upon a time their Mansion!! I see people fighting against cancer asking for financial aids for impossible treatments of their kins despite knowing theirs a miracle they are awaiting!! the list wouldn't end
Its amazing to see these people fight back!! Life sure has so so many masks n ugly faces and u have hardly faced any n still u crib so so much?? If people get back on their feet post all this, try to digest the trauma n try to live what keeps them Ticking?? HOPE!! HOPE that the sun will rise and embrace them with light and all would be pleasant and at ease soon!!
I aint writing this to preach or even to evoke sentiments or any.. Just wanted to do so to appreciate life better also to realize my faith in life!! and to appreciate the beauty of LIFE!!!

I aint an Author!!!

I think almost every week what do I write about?? now wht do I write about!! Then I feel wht boring stuff ya!! no topic to write either!! Life has just gotten even more topsy turvy!! My status reads CROSSROADS!!! I see myself at a square n all the options r displeasing!! all's obviously been scripted by me! I so hate all now but cant run away need to face it all naa!!!
My activities is something I wanted to write about!! was reading about alcohol withdrawal symptoms and I read it states more than 4 drinks a week is bad intake!! N I tried to refresh abt mine!! it wd run upto wht like 7 easily?? need to keep a tab!!
Have been involved in somethng which wd never make sense to any!! It doesn evn to me!!! Just in a position where I just don wana think n decide!! not ready to let go or compromise!!! not ready to keep anyone out not ready to keep anyone in!! I am faced with questions "Swap Whtz all this" then?? n how do I ans yaa!! coz I just don kno it myself!! I don know how did life become all this huge confusion!! I sometimes reco ya at the age of 24 I had dreamt I wd be at such ease n all was supp to have settled down!! But the more I try to decipher the more complex it gets!!! I just am heading no where ya!! Kno tht I m just tagging along a lot!!
Its so weird naa that ppl crave for love all over n me keeps pushing it off!! have had enuf of it types but selfish me keeps askin for more in a subtle way!! I really m so messed up n don kno how does all get so complicated over n over again!! Weird year this one has been!! never been so complex till date!! n have abs no idea wher its all heading too!! Just lost track of my wishes too coz none seem to be making sense any which ways!! I just don wana talk now n define any more relations!! I just want peace!! don know how!!!