Aiso gaye pardesh piya tum!

Saawan beeto jaaye pi harwa...
Mann mera ghabraaye...
Aiso gaye pardesh piya tum...
Chain humein nahi aaaaaaaye...
Mora Saiyan Mose bole na…Moraaaa saiyan mose bole naaa
Main laakh jatan kar haaaaariii... main laakh jatan kar haar gayi
mora saiyan mose bole na... mora saiyan mose bole na...

Tu jo nahi toh aise piya hum...
Jaise suna aangana...
Nain tehaari raah nihaaren...
Nainan ko tarsaaaaaao na...
Mora Saiyan Mose bole na…Moraaaa saiyan mose bole naaa
Main laakh jatan kar haaaaariii... main laakh jatan kar haar gayi
moraaaa saiyan mose bole na... mora saiyan mose bole na...

Pyar tumhe kitna karte hain...
Tum ye samajh nahi paaoge...
Jab hum na honge toh pi harwa...
Bolo kya tab aaoge...??
Mora Saiyan Mose bole na…Moraaaa saiyan mose bole naaa
Main laakh jatan kar haaaaariii... main laakh jatan kar haar gayi
moraaaa saiyan mose bole na... mora saiyan mose bole na...
 
I was so addicted to it around 3 years back when it meant nothing but a soulful song.. Strange life and a weird DeJaVu! Cant be better suited to me at the moment... Accolades Fuzon!

Back to seek solace

I remember how this blogging episode started and the tremendous relief post the first one...
I am so damn stupid I so so know it now... U know you dont need it but u still got to got to do it... Maybe I do end up cribbin in and out and try to yell out here on this canvas... thats coz I wish no ears around and its so damn embarrassing too.
Hurt beyond repair this bloody life still repairs itself for what to get back to the same shit??? Where and how is the way out? You think you learn from past.. fine you do but why do u have same old issues and same old tears and same crushing words..
All say watch your steps.. what the fuck do I watch? That my steps are leading to fire? or the fact that every move is tainted and hidden daggers surface? Somehow its not sinking in, cant stomach what you see or hear around.. May be you just dont wana accept the fact that its not what you really wanted or hoped for , cant accept the fact that once the polish fades it gonaaa just hurt the eye....
Have absolutely no clue where is this gonaa end... it better be good at the other side of the world coz here it plainly suckss and theres simply no end to it.

Copied for the first time :)

From Amartya Sen's Blog:


The Govt. should change its emblem to a CONDOM because, it more accurately
reflects the government's political stance;.....
A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of dicks & gives you a sense of security while you are actually being screwed!!!!!

Deceptiveness!

Had just forgotten the reality , failed to digest the fact that you are born alone , you live alone and you die alone...
Its not necessary that all that you expect turns true and its so true only people who are close to you can hurt you, fine but then how much? Isnt there a limit to it? Its a pity when your mate fails to realise what you are going thru and even more dampening to know that all thats happening makes only a difference to you and ur partner doesnt even care a damn.
I knew love hurts and I knew i should not be involved but stupid crazy heart of urs doesnt just learn from mistakes. But almost nearing middle age arent you supposed to be matured enuf to manage your affairs better and learn to accept things, well you surely are and thats why u just think that atleast what you signed in for will stay coz thts wht commitment is, but then you wake up to a new world all together and your net worth is beyond negative how do you deal with all? Just learn to live through isnt it? Thats wht my moms generation did so will we be. I know hormones to go haywire and its way too too difficult to handle. I still cant digest why does it matter so damn much arent you well off without anything and isnt it high time to get out of your Fantasy, friction not really coz this seems unreal and not what had happened.
Cant help quoting someone: If you think Marriage is a solution to all your problems you are highly mistaken, I surely knew its not infact its a multiplier to your existing issues so then why get into it too? Coz you cant live alone and you need a mate and the saga goes on.
Somehow thought penning it down would help may be it wouldnt anymore coz its been a while and you really need sunlight

Mayan 2012 :)

Just dropped in to refresh past few years and realised I havent been around to update any :( and its almost 6 months dammit
We are into one of the most awaited year of my life.. May be the year which will add to list of yearly celebrations, the best way to put it may be :P. I remember blogging last year cribbing about 2010 and wishing 2011 be good financially and and rest all my moments of Highs :) I still live in same Illusions coz 2011 kindaa sucked. Looking at the brighter side bad habits got tabbed and may be my decision of Settling down soon received a thumps up rest nothing much...
I am yet to compile my wishlist and hand it over .. sure thats on the cards and also lot more..
Anyways Let the year of Marriages help me and everyone live their dreams!

So what All am I scared of???

Sudden drop in body temperature or for that matter experiencing sudden chill, sign of being scared, felt this after ages and man is it weakening. Wonder how can I show so much of consistency in my scores dont seem to budge beyond a point how can this be possible?? But yaa thats what the situation is leading me to

Feel of facing the entire lot of well wishers who have beared me along or helped me all this while, or looking into moms eyes someone who works all day long and I do nothing but sit and eat or the biggest critique me myself how would I look into the mirror? This is all so horrific :(

I took this up as an assignment and cant seem to handle this repeated failure.. I call for help serious help..

Rohan

1. Plays with his hair when on the phone
2. Cannot imagine his life without a scale and a pencil
3. Loves Mom ke haath ka Garam Masala
4. Can whistle only love songs
5. Is colorblind.
6. Is a Classical Eg of Patience is the key to virtue.
7. Thinks he is a great cook
8. Has to sing along every song he hears.
9. Loves to light crackers
10. Is a Dictionary devoid of NO.
11. Can study Wherever and Whenever.
12. Cannot Dance without counts.
13. Is humble.
14. Is a Conditional Vegetarian (Bull Shit)
15. Defines Europe as Amsterdam.
16. Wants to Own a Ferrari.
17. Is an Extra Good Friend.
18. Is Good at German.
19. Blinks his eye too much..
20. Gets Hungry at weird timings (lol)
21. Had the best Women Scanner.
22. Gets Tan in no time.
23. Is a good driver and Mechanic
24. Cannot hold Plastic Tea glasses without shivering
25. Is crazy about someone