Mayan 2012 :)

Just dropped in to refresh past few years and realised I havent been around to update any :( and its almost 6 months dammit
We are into one of the most awaited year of my life.. May be the year which will add to list of yearly celebrations, the best way to put it may be :P. I remember blogging last year cribbing about 2010 and wishing 2011 be good financially and and rest all my moments of Highs :) I still live in same Illusions coz 2011 kindaa sucked. Looking at the brighter side bad habits got tabbed and may be my decision of Settling down soon received a thumps up rest nothing much...
I am yet to compile my wishlist and hand it over .. sure thats on the cards and also lot more..
Anyways Let the year of Marriages help me and everyone live their dreams!

So what All am I scared of???

Sudden drop in body temperature or for that matter experiencing sudden chill, sign of being scared, felt this after ages and man is it weakening. Wonder how can I show so much of consistency in my scores dont seem to budge beyond a point how can this be possible?? But yaa thats what the situation is leading me to

Feel of facing the entire lot of well wishers who have beared me along or helped me all this while, or looking into moms eyes someone who works all day long and I do nothing but sit and eat or the biggest critique me myself how would I look into the mirror? This is all so horrific :(

I took this up as an assignment and cant seem to handle this repeated failure.. I call for help serious help..

Rohan

1. Plays with his hair when on the phone
2. Cannot imagine his life without a scale and a pencil
3. Loves Mom ke haath ka Garam Masala
4. Can whistle only love songs
5. Is colorblind.
6. Is a Classical Eg of Patience is the key to virtue.
7. Thinks he is a great cook
8. Has to sing along every song he hears.
9. Loves to light crackers
10. Is a Dictionary devoid of NO.
11. Can study Wherever and Whenever.
12. Cannot Dance without counts.
13. Is humble.
14. Is a Conditional Vegetarian (Bull Shit)
15. Defines Europe as Amsterdam.
16. Wants to Own a Ferrari.
17. Is an Extra Good Friend.
18. Is Good at German.
19. Blinks his eye too much..
20. Gets Hungry at weird timings (lol)
21. Had the best Women Scanner.
22. Gets Tan in no time.
23. Is a good driver and Mechanic
24. Cannot hold Plastic Tea glasses without shivering
25. Is crazy about someone

Ek Duje ke waaste!

jab woh mujhe dekhta hai, toh mujhe lagta hai ki main khubsurat hun.
jab woh hasta hai, toh jee chahta hai naach uthhun.
jab woh ruuth jata hai, toh jee chahta hai ki usse baahon me le lun.

jab pyar karta hai to ankh bhar aati hai.
woh mujhe ehsas dilata hai, ki main uske liye bani hun aur woh mere liye.

Have had this in my dairy since 1997! so love these lines when they take shape.. may be I wana edit them a little...


jab woh mujhe dekhta hai, toh mujhe lagta hai ki main sabse khubsurat hun aur meri khubsurati aur bhi nikar jati hia, kyunki sabh usi ke lie toh bani hai!
jab woh hasta hai, toh jee chahta uski hasi me apni hasi ko mila du aur haste haste naach uthhun anth me peth pakad ke ro du!!
jab woh ruuth jata hai, toh jee chahta hai ki usse aur mai takleef du, itna ki uska naak lal ho jaye aur mai use baahon me le lun aur woh mujhme pigahl jayee.

jab pyar karta hai to waqt tham sa jata hai, sasen tej ho jati hai aur zindagi ko manzil ki umeed !
woh mujhe ehsas dilata hai, ki zindagi me jitne rang hai usse hum aur bhi rangeen bana sakte hai aur usse ji bhar ji sakte hai!!!


Gosh!!!

Hey you.....

Missed you so much..... Look what u have done: made me go insane.
O okk I cut the crap.
I have had so much going on lately that I seem disturbed and thats pretty natural too. Friends ask me to take a break or ask me to stop talkin to self, but somehow I have become my own best friend na not a loner, but alls too jinxed to be explained to any, thats why I explain to self hence my talkin spree. Only hope I dont scare pl around.
My mind is been too occupied for some time now, idle self not possible I guess. Seen explicitly as I am blogging at 1 am and that too from a keypad that takes ages to get correct.
but something good I cd study man ages I did that
I kno this should have been a dairy script but who cares just read personal blogging is long lost.
wil return with something good

10 Euros!

The number 10 and the year 10!!
I never had a resolution of Living life Queen Size but it did happen in the year 2010. I cant be unfair to 2009, but honestly U sucked dude!
If I were to rewind, the year was actually a very good one, not only did I move forward professionally but also personally. My tear buds were on vacation may be much needed. :P. Gone are my days of 500 word blogs showing how eased up life has become. Only regret this year being my travel, It didn't happen much infact almost nill.
My highlight would have been the Skoda that I bought oh good lord after all the struggle with the Swift guys and the zilion test drives and not to mention the loan struggle and yaa the nostalgia or writing a 1.25 L cheque :P, but something came close to stealing its show...The 10 euros :P Life did make me feel the cloud nine temperature!!
Happiness doesn't always come in small packages and mine came packed in the most elegant classy box an entire Cluster of stars! Some deeds are beyond description and they alwaz leave a breathtaking moment! The way my heart was pounding reading every word and the silent blushes Awwwww!!! Blessed am I for being so loved and cared.
Sneaking out at Nights and drunk Sneha :P the Job hunt and screw ups, the Shoe Fetish :P, Bharat Matrimony :P and Ladka dekoing scenes LOl, the Chicken Pox, the getting over someone finally, The Food spree that too sizzlers and Wine fests and not to mention the much wanted weight gain also the unwanted tummy,The BIG 25, The All alone Parsi point and the departures. The irritating Job, The All smiles days the 5 yearly plans and the getting wooed :P my list is not gona stop.
Wish I had done a lot lot more and kept people closer :P. Life surely is a Roller coaster and nope m not at the peak yet.

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Soon gona come up with a Wishlist and gona hand it over to someone to strike off.

Firstly Mom dad I wana spend time with them and give them smiles :P
Also this year is gona be a crucial one in all aspects and leads the key to my future in literal sense so so
BRING IT ON :))))))))))

Brain Usage:96 % despite All I want to do is nothing

My blogs have a similar sense or tone and may be mundane.. they sound redundant times... not my fault though as my neurons are always active and are tooo entangled to be freed and they decipher signals more than the times needed. Man I have become so damn lethargic that even framing this one is becoming a huge task. All I want to do is nothing!!

Lazy sunday mornings in front of a television that too a cookery show and imagine shedding tears on seeing the damn contestants happy about family reunion!! Is this me?? Soon enuf I am gona be a mockery!!

Taking a bath directly in the eve gosh I used to create suachaa havoc about the same and I don preach anymore tht seems better. In the eve try all means of not having to go out or else just go n let loose.. Pretty evident from the fact that my car being a month old has been out for barely 500 kms and out of which i just contribute to 100. Lazy Bum thats all now.. I so so so wana do nothing!!