When you turn 25!!

Hey when you getting married?? This is the 100th time I need to answer this question. Why cant people mind there own businesses, its me who has to get married rite.. Dhhhh but you are turning old , ur 25 obvious people will poke there noses also the fact that not only gals, Guys of your age are also getting into wedlock. I will announce it you dont need to enquire is all that I have for defence.

They say everything has a right time so does marriage and it is now.. but aint it an individual affair to be think what is the right time for it to happen to his/ her life? Just because your biological clock is ticking or just cause dad's getting retired or that you would loose all your glow when you are 25 is to be the concern.

It so weird to talk about horoscopes/ castes/ age difference of 5+ and all the stuff you actually have absolutely no faith in. Sitting in front of a Havan n priests chanting mantras.. gosh yaaa its all so so so creepy also to say u got no faith in a puja and then bow in front of lord?

Answer questions about how tall are ya? do you cook ? do you drink etc?? Ridiculous it may sound but how else do you know a person in like a month and take up a call?? The dilemma is too severe to be decoded even.

The Stadium Experience!!!

Semis of IPL shifted last min to Mumbai....

Weekly off shifted to Wednesday from Thursday and there comes a call: Me getting tickets for Mumbai-Bangalore you have an off so lets go. Ok calls and calls ok done lets go.

Call 2: Can you check for tickets online??

Ok pretty decent seats done...

Left for stadium to find chaos and chaos lots of it. One parking corner to other, one gate to another and Kms long line and a SEA of people. To top it rite from security to Police no one knows a shit as to whats happening. One counters opened and shuts after 2 hrs.. next one open again closes.. Finally no option but to let all in without redeemed tickets..

Got into rebel mode and fought with security and fortunately amongst first few animals to get into the stands.. Pluss guys thank the Helicopter celebrities for shortening their lines..

Once in the stands we got to choose the seats and trust me the best ever ones :P

Our initial frustration was smoothened by the first glimpses of the superstars of the evening and surprisingly we could see every minute details and see Sachin and Kumble and Dravid and Bhajji ..

Play started and wow just too amazing to watch, Oh how could I forget the deafening noises for 5 hours surely deafened by the end. But was it amazing to dance and Jump out on every boundary and the biggies. (The Cheerleaders were also rite there shaking their legs) The stadium all digitalized and the marketing around and the entire Royal blue color and all the Gallis and profanity hitting the highest TRP's and not to forget the cricket in itself..

An experience way too memorable, if only I could manage to go for Finals :)

Emotions.............

I dont know what is it thats caused this sudden unease.. One Glimpse and so much can happen or is it nothing?? Sadness or??

Alls become bizarre..

Oh for once I Miss my past... Feels like I left so many things behind but why so??

I guess Question Marks wouldn't end.

Thought many a times why am I a Pessimist , why dont I reco anything good that happened. Why do I reco being hurt instead of being loved, being Yelled upon instead of being spoken into the ears, being called names and stupid comparisons instead of all the Pet names and so on..

Just when you realize an episode is over.... I really need to rethink is it really over??

Yaaa Obvious. One Instance one day doesn't lead to erase all that has happened till date..

Time and tide may be doesnt wait for any..

Smile thats the least I can do coz tears have bidden farewell..

Wonder how would I react if I saw something further.. Still cant bear it.

M I so complicated??

I LIKE:

1. Honesty: Do it only if you can accept it.
2. Music: My type dont bother to make me listen to rest.
3. Travel & nature:
4. Internet.
5. Dancing: Been my earliest of interests and still continues.
6. Photographs & memories associated.
7. Text Msging: All hate it I know
8. Shopping.
9. Earrings & Pearls: My prized possessions.. Footwear my new fetish.
10. Skoda Octavia: Black or a Navy Blue or a Bottle green.
11. SRK....
12. Reading on and off.
13. Being loved: Who doesnt.
14. Being Complimented .
15. Tandoori Chicken, Pani puri, spegetti etc
16. Budweiser & Screwdriver.
17. Dark Chocolates.
18. Black & Green: though Red suits me better.
19. Branding: Turns virtual to real.
20. Walking on the ramp: Never thought would get to do this that tooo so many times now.
21. My mom's food.
22. Rains & smell of wet mud.
23. My School Days.
24. Hot Water Baths.
25. Knowing Fundamentals : Try to gather info about the smallest to the complicated
26. Playing T T.
27. Riding my bike at my pace
28. Laughing my lungs out on stupid stuff.
29. My diamond ring.
30. My space.

I dislike:

I am self contradictory.

1. Lies Deception & False emotions.
2. Screeching Noises.
3. Nagging.
4. Being proven wrong.
5. Whiskey
6. Introverts.
7. Prejudice.
8. Accepting the fact that I am average....
9. My jealousy and emotional outbreaks. Emotional Atyachar
10. Karela, Gawar, papaya.. too many.
11. To see my bank statements.
12. Not been updated about the world.
13. List of people I hate.
14. Having no money to shop.
15. Anger.

Too many Options?? Is it??

Options that too many??? like which one..

Are.. The A one:

I acted like a fool... the worst ever. Couldnt even get the doc in hand...

OK but what abt B?? The one which you worked on for 3 nits at stretch???

Gave my best ya.. but it aint enuf...

OK ok the C option?? your Dream...

Well its a DREAM... knew it would be :(

Ok ok the D one??

Yaa man going soon for it I supp

Ok and did you follow up on the new one? did you follow up on any???

Is it of any use??

May be it still aint time...

Trust me MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP

Somewhere I belong..

Care to seek the depth behind any and everything??

Care to spot the darkness beyond every light??

Care to close your eyes and try to follow the black dots around??

Care to see the breathing of a dog in his sleep??

Care to see the dew drops settled on the spiders web??

Care to think what goes on in the brain of a Six month old baby??

Care to seek what the fish school does to have a bath??

Care to think how a Polar Bear/Wolf/ Hyena/Hippo eat up their own offspring??

Care to think why is nature so colorful but we yet so pale??

Care to think beyond I anytime???

Madness in the Air!!!

So wanted write this in the last week!! Would have written it better....

Day begins at quarter to 12!!! What plans: Sneak out of the House once MOM DAD sleep... Next: hide from the watchman and get outta the gate...

Where to: No idea!!! whats the agenda: Irritate the hell outta each other(Well my agenda) also get a LITTLE HIGH!!!

Gosh end being totally sloshed!! and convince the watchman and sneak in again without giving details!! God for once dogs didnt scare me!

Day 2: Oh gosh worst ever day!! Yaa man will get up we will go!! SWG and what not!! By the end MAC D burger doesnt seem that bad idea!! LOL

Day 3: Old story retold!!! Naahh you bet to have additions!!!! Overflow of thoughts and emotions!! Liquor obv!! and yaa Pune Darshan!!

Sum it up: Madness sheer madness!!

Unforgettable Cheers to life!!!